Eros & Earth:
The Podcast
Sensuality. Feminine Power. Earth Awakening. Wild Love.
This is the place where desire roots down into the soil, where nature seduces you awake, and where soul and body braid themselves into something too alive to ignore.
Where sensuality becomes a form of activism.
Where Earth devotion becomes erotic.
Where intimacy becomes a catalyst for culture.
Where the way we love each other reshapes the world we inherit.
Here, we explore how our bodies, our relationships, and our Earth reflect one another, one living organism pulsing between collapse and regeneration.
Each episode drops you into the raw, intimate truths of being human in a time that demands both courage and tenderness, both deep introspection and powerful collaboration.
This is for the ones who hear the heartbeat under the chaos, who crave depth, connection, and a path that's both fiercely sensual and wildly regenerative.
Come for the spark.
Stay for the sanctuary.
Let's remember how to love, and let that love ripple through the world.
Ep. 17 - Balancing Being Lovers and Co-Parents
Join me and my husband, James, this week as we share about keeping intimacy alive while caring for a newborn. No easy feat! But we have learned so much about how to balance both and this journey has deepened our love for each other.
In this episode, we’ll share our perspectives on what it’s like trying to care for one another and a baby when you’re running on empty, how to still fill up each other’s cups while avoiding resentment (as much as possible), and the excitement around rediscovering your intimacy as a couple in a new phase of life.
At the end of this episode, we leave you with two powerful questions that can transform your intimacy - for life.
Ep. 16 – Soulmate Clients Only: How The Content Queen Made Her Magic Online with Rebecca Ives
Say hello to Rebecca Ives, my current coach and online love. She says she is a “spiritual teacher masquerading as a marketing coach”. She has built her multi-six-figure brand on unapologetic self-expression, saying the rawest and realest thing, and having her own back in a big way.
In this conversation, we’ll talk about how Rebecca began her online career and built her internet persona and community over the past decade, and how that has allowed her to work only with people she considers “soulmate clients”.
Ep. 15 – Making a Mess on the Internet with Chelsea Dickinson aka The Sabotage Queen
In this conversation, Chelsea and I talk about how she literally grew up in the coaching industry, her struggles and triumphs with OCD, opening up about trauma to an her audience, setting boundaries, and becoming the unfiltered version of ourselves.
Ep. 14 – Opening Up About My OneTaste Experience
Given the popularity of the new Netflix documentary Orgasm Inc., I decided it was time to share about my 4 years deeply involved in the organization, OneTaste.
The documentary paints a dark picture of the company, and OneTaste has spoken out sharing a light side of the company. My motive in this episode is to share my experience - the light & the dark, the gold & the grit.
Ep. 13 – The Millionaire Mama — Balancing Work & Motherhood with Cait Scudder
Today, I’m welcoming back one of my first-ever business coaches and friends, Cait Scudder, to share about her experience running a multi-seven-figure business from home while raising two kids under two.
We talk about lifestyle changes after becoming mamas, the intense portals we went through as we discovered the mother inside us, the feminine power that we found giving birth, and the unconventional future we see for ourselves and our families.
Ep. 12 – Claiming the Next Version of You with Elaina Ray
This week, I’m chatting with Elaina, a good friend of mine who has built her multi-million dollar coaching business in only a few years. In this episode, we’re diving deep into how business and love are closely connected, imposter syndrome, becoming our own energetic bouncer, and figuring out the women we’re becoming and how we want to present our future selves to the world.
Ep. 11 – Riding the Waves of Tantric Love-Making with Sarita
Men and women are often polar opposites when it comes to sexual needs, desires, and what turns us on. It’s this polarity that can be the key to either bringing us together or pushing us farther apart.
This week, I’m talking with Sarita, a radiant woman in her 60s who has been teaching Tantra for 30 years. Her whole life she has been following the question - “What is the essence of life?” In Tantra, she found an answer.
Ep. 10 – Changemaking, Taboos, and True Liberation from Within with Madiha Bee and Ehab Hamarneh
This episode will touch on many of the challenges the two have faced in their coaching careers advocating for change and challenging cultural taboos, particularly in the Middle East. We discuss how they each approach criticism from the public, their peers and families, and even within themselves. We’ll also discuss the taboos of challenging deep-seated cultural norms, reframe how other cultures view one another critically, and how to design your own reality to become truly liberated.
Ep. 9 – Surrendering to Emotions and Being Reborn
In this episode, we get real about Emily’s deepest emotions, desires, and shadows that she had been avoiding bringing into the light before working with me. We talk about opening up about sexual fantasies, grieving the lost relationship with her mother and the rage surrounding it, cutting ties with people who no longer served a purpose in her life, and what’s in store for her future.
Ep. 8 – The Fierce Side of Self-Love with Gina Swire
We discuss the realness and rawness of true self-love vs. the diluted version you often see in mainstream media, how self-love is an internal truth, how to navigate through difficult emotions that can arise in our journey, and we even share our own moments where we’ve struggled to love ourselves through hardship and loss.
Ep. 7 – Reflections on Motherhood – The First 10 Months
In this episode, I’m going to share all the moments — happy, messy, scary, and humbling — starting with the first 40 days of our parenting cocoon. I’ll share what it was like to not leave the house for almost 2 months in the beginning, what traveling the world with a newborn was like, our first big health scare as a family, and all the expectations and teachings I’ve had throughout the last 10 months.
Ep. 6 - Asking for Your Desires with Stephanie Dickinson
In this episode, Stephanie & I share our real-life, intimate stories around asking for what we want from our partners.
Here we give you tangible ways to break down the process — how to identify a desire in ourselves and the feelings that come up around the desire, how to approach the desire with a partner, friend, or loved one, and how to be open to others’ desires when we’re on the receiving side of a request.
Ep. 5 – Our Pregnancy Journey
Pregnancy was a completely new experience for both of us. We went into it with our own preconceived ideas and expectations of how it would be and were met with a reality that toppled all of it. While it was intense and hard at times, we were also pleasantly surprised at how it was simultaneously wonderful and exciting. Join us to hear all the juicy details from preconception, conception, and a trimester-by-trimester walkthrough of our journey together.
Ep 4: Reaching Out for Support in Early Motherhood with Kori Zornes
In this episode, we discuss why it’s so important to reach out for support no matter where you’re at in life, why Kori chose me to coach her through this time, and all the beautiful things she’s learned about herself and her relationship along the way. Kori's commitment to self-development has had a ripple effect throughout all aspects of her life. I’m honored that she chose me to support her through it and excited to continue celebrating her future growth!
Ep 3: Intimacy After Baby
We knew our lives would change after we got married, started our businesses, and had a baby, but it was impossible to fully prepare for the ups and downs that would occur through all of these major life events. Here we share how we’ve adapted to new needs, expectations, and roles as parents.
Today, we’re bringing our tools and advice to you so that you can learn from our mistakes and successes and start integrating these practices into your own relationship to start having the intimacy you crave.
Ep 2: My Birth Story of Lila
In this episode, I recount my birth journey — from choosing our midwife, the days leading up to the birth, the moment I knew I was in labor, the feelings and sensations moving through my body during the whole experience, all the way up to the birth when we finally met our daughter.
Ep 1: Welcome Back!
In this introductory episode, I catch you up on what’s shifted for me since the world shut down — all the transformations I and my growing family have been through, what I’ve learned so far, and the visions I have for the future.
I’m excited for you to join me on this journey where we will be talking about relationships, sex, intimacy, motherhood, shadow work, and desire. If you want to have those conversations too, you’re in the right place.
Ep 31: Our Experience Planning a Wedding in COVID Times
James & I share an intimate look at our journey from proposal to planning a wedding during these uncertain Coronavirus times. We've dug into old traditional customs, rethought the standard vows, negotiated with our families, and done deep inner work to get ready for this commitment. In this behind-the-scenes episode that we recorded in our garden in Bali, we share our hearts and struggles with you in the hopes that it inspires you to rethink marriage and make it your own.
Ep 30: Rebellious Turn On - Choosing to Feel Good in Any Circumstance
When a woman is turned on, she feels vibrant, radiant, alive. When she's not? She feels hallow, empty, numb. In this episode, I share the teachings from my program, Eros, around how to cultivate erotic energy and sustain turn on in any circumstances.
Ep 29: Ancient Balinese Wisdom for Modern Times with Sari Pollen
Ibu Sari Pollen, founder of PKP Community Centre, transformed her painful life situations into a profound offering. 15 years ago, she was suicidal, a newly divorced mother, unable to see her daughter due to traditional customs. In this episode, she shares core principles of the centre, borrowed from Bali culture, that are powerful lessons for all of us.